Tuesday, October 27, 2009

some realizations.

there are some changes happening/coming this month. i realized a couple things and now that i have it's time to take some action.

i think people fall into the trap of defining themselves too fully by their jobs. a job is just a job - it is not your person. so --- i am avoiding that trap early on. i am moving away from my job, i am cutting my days to three a week and i am smiling.

next month paul and i are moving up to cardiff. i am beyond excited. whenever i am there i have a sense of happiness and peace - it's something i can't really explain. we were looking at places in the area around encinitas and leucadia as well - but for some reason they don't hold that same feeling for me. i'm following that gut feeling and i think it will pay off.

yesterday we spent the day up there and it was lovely. i surfed my best and smiled my best and watched the sun set so fast before my eyes ... and i could get used to that.